Hey Litch......Congrat's on the baby on the way!
It sucks to have to work. I love what I do for a living (plc programming) I just can't stand to be on a schedule - especially someone else's schedule. I've been involved in small business and family business most of my life and it does suck being on your own too. The tax man never rests. Neither does the health insurance man, the liabilty insurance man, the buttheads that don't want to pay you for months, everyone who wants something for free 'cause they think they're your best buddy all of a sudden, etc., etc., etc..........
Good luck finding a job. The market here seems to be on the upswing. My company is hiring like mad if you like making cheese....