Ok, i need to vent something.
I have NO idea how this always happens.
Whenever i am working on a guitar i dont really care about finishing, i usually just burn through it. I still pay attention, but it is like zero care to me. And of course, it always ends up coming out better than the ones i take my time on.
Then, after, i start one that i really am excited to work on. I take my time, give extra care to everything. And of course, every single thing goes wrong and it doesnt come out half as good as the one i made all in just 1 day.
This isnt just one occurrence, this has been happening for the past 5 years. The harder i try, the worse they come out.
Then, if i try to trick myself into trying to not care, then it just comes out like i rush and really dont care.
There i really no winning, is there?